Mothica – Everything at once (Blue Hour 2020)

​everything at once Lyrics[Chorus]
I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once

[Verse 1]
Hate when you ask how I'm doing
I know that you're just assuming
I'm better now, not bleeding out
Get outta bed on a good day
Lately that's all I can do, hey
I go through hell to hide myself
[Pre-Chorus]
I think about new ways to hurt me
But don't want my mother to see
It's not that I feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That's why

[Chorus]
I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once

[Refrain]
Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once
Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything

[Verse 2]
Whatever I do I can't slow down
Please don't leave me alone now
'Cause when I stop, my demons talk
I'm coming off apathetic
I play it off like it's an aesthetic
Clearly I care too much, but I'm fooling everyone

[Pre-Chorus]
I think about new ways to hurt me
But don't want my mother to see
It's not that I feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That's why
[Chorus]
I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once

[Refrain]
Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once
Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once
Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once
Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once4